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万能的主啊 Lord almighty,
现在亲爱的杜索里埃已被您拥入怀抱 now that you have our beloved dussolier in your arms,
我向您祈祷 I pray to you,
让他常记那个我们一起 remind him of that afternoon
从孤儿院外逃的下午 when we ran away together from the orphanage.
让他常记在那个下着雨的午后 Remind him of the fear
我们感受到的恐惧和自由 and freedom we felt on that rainy afternoon.
请让他放心 我们没有做错什么 And reassure him, there's nothing wrong,
自由和恐惧总是形影相依的 freedom and fear are always together,
就像一对相伴多年的夫妻 都愿为各自而死 like an old married couple, each willing to die for the other.
让他常记二十出头的玛丽修女 Remind him of sister Mary at age twenty,
那沐浴在阳光之下的金发 her hair flowing and blonde
随着她拍球的动作轻飘于脸颊左右 and drenched in sunlight as she ran and sank baskets.
让他常记那悄无声息地触动了我们的 Remind him of that indelible, archaic picture of beauty
不可磨灭的古典而优雅的美人之象 that so stirred us, in silence.
现在我深知 Now I know very well
他和我都永不会忘记那景象 that neither he nor I will ever forget that picture.
请让他常记 万能的主啊 常记我们深夜之中 Remind him, lord almighty, of all our endless
在那宽敞的单间宿舍里无尽无休的交心之谈 late-night conversations, in that big one-room dormitory,
就坐在那毯子上 under the blankets,
怎样悄声细语地讨论着 how we whispered in secret about our one and only,
那恒久不变的永不乏味的话题 inexhaustible topic of discussion:
我们的未来 Our future.
那时我们还是孩子 孩子就是会这样 We were children then, and that's what children do:
动情地描绘着不可预知的未来 They paint the future in colors that reality can never know.
请告诉他 不要再为所有我们夭折的梦想而哀悼了 Remind him not to grieve over all our shattered dreams.
我们想过要成为伟大的棒球运动员 We wanted to live the lives of the great baseball player,
做那乡镇小路旁有年头了的加油站的工作员 the elderly gas station attendant on the county road,
成为英勇的战士 或是纽约的底层乐师 the heroic soldier, the lowlife New York musician,
亦或是成为消防员 海员 the fireman, the blue-water sailor.
请让他常记 不要悲泣 Remind him not to weep
当他想到 与梦想相反 when he remembers that instead we lived only the simple,
我们只是在做简单乏味的神父工作以度冷淡的人生 drab life of the priest, such a strange life,
每天都在寄望和祈祷着 a life of hope and prayer that you,
万能的主啊 lord almighty,
您真实存在着 并记挂着我们 really do exist and might think about us.
阿门 Amen.
♪Watchtower -Devlin♪
圣母玛利亚 天主之母 Sancta Maria, mater dei.
♪String quartet No.4 V.Meditation -Kronos Quartet♪
那些我们没有搭乘的飞机 都是飞往何处呢 Where do they go, the airplanes we never take?
每次我看到一架飞机 我想的也是这件事 I always wonder the same thing, every time I see one.
我总是觉得它们飞到我没去过的地方了 I always think that they go to places I've never been.
到别处去了 They go somewhere else.
胡安娜·费尔南德兹
给我讲讲那位神圣的胡安娜的事 Tell me about the blessed juana.
她在危地马拉乃至整个中美洲都备受敬重 She is revered in Guatemala and across all central America.
18岁时因白血病去世 She died at the age of eighteen and,
她在临终之时说道 of leukemia and on her deathbed, she said:
整个世界都会为痴迷于我 "All the world will be infatuated with me because...
因为 我一生都在迷恋着这个世界 All my life I have been infatuated with the world."
这位神圣的胡安娜做了什么才值得追封圣人 What did the blessed juana do to deserve canonization?
她照料那些医院中的病儿 Well, she cared for sick children in the hospitals and,
减轻他们的痛苦 in order to alleviate their suffering,
她给孩子们讲自己编的故事 she would tell them fairytales
显而易见 非常有趣 that she thought up herself, very amusing ones, apparently,
而故事里的主角通常都是圣母玛利亚 and always with the same protagonist, the Madonna.
很好 继续 I like this, go on.
但这些故事不止是会让病童们为之一笑 But these fairytales gave more than a smile to the sick children.
很多的孩子 Many of these children,
就在听完了胡安娜故事的几天后 just a few days after listening to juana's fairytales,
竟从绝症中康复了回来 recovered from terminal illnesses.
脸上都伴着可爱的笑容 And they recovered with a smile on their face.
所有这些康复了的孩子 All of the cured children,
当他们被问到知不知道自己为什么会康复的时候 when they were asked whether they had any idea of why
都给出了同样的答案 they felt better and were healed, gave the same answer:
圣母的故事让我们开心地笑了 "The Madonna made us laugh".
绝美的故事 主教阁下 That's a wonderful story, your eminence.
当然 圣父 绝美的故事 Yes, holy father, it's a wonderful story.
美妙 Beautiful...
如果这是真的的话 If only it were true.
圣父 这是真的啊 But holy father, it is true.
好吧 让我想想 All right, let me think about it.
我会尽快给你我的答案 I'll let you know my answer soon.
给我讲讲你的愿求 Tell me about your calling.
圣父 你的通告中提到的 Holy father, the announcement of your orders
对堕胎的不可原谅 激怒了费曼 making abortion unforgivable has unleashed the femen
乌克兰女权团体
她们在各地进行抗议 and they're protesting everywhere.
埃菲尔铁塔下 欧洲议会上 Beneath the eiffel tower, in the European parliament,
甚至是在圣彼得广场 even in St. Peter's square.
对这种赤身裸体以示抗议的的人 I don't want to talk about people who strip naked
我无话可说 in order to protest against something.
安德鲁的死 The death of Andrew...
不能怪你 You weren't to blame.
我想我有错 Oh, yes I was.
♪Logan's loop -Andrew Bird♪
瓦伦特 Valente.
圣父 Holy father.
我太累了 I am so tired.
我来了 圣父 Here I am, holy father.
随便坐 Make yourself comfortable.
-旅行怎么样 -我爱死直升机了 -Did you have a good trip? -Oh, I just love helicopters.
感觉就像在探险 They make me feel like I'm having an adventure.
像你这样的年轻人就是喜欢探险 Young people like you love adventures.
圣父 我们根本就是同龄人啊 Holy father, may I remind you that we're the same age?
我们曾经是同龄人 We used to be the same age.
当我得知您要见我的时候 我甚是惊喜 I was so surprised and happy to hear that you wanted to see me.
我发现我需要找你的时候也很惊讶 I too was surprised to learn that I needed to see you.
哦 不是想见 而是需要见 Oh, not wanted, but needed.
你还是好好措辞一下吧 圣父 Weigh your words carefully, holy father.
我已经身心俱疲了 你懂吗 I'm really tired, you know that?
请容我说一句 圣父 你不是疲倦了 If you will allow me, holy father, you're not tired.
你还在沉浸于密友杜索里埃主教去世 You're grieving and struggling with guilt
的悲痛和自责之中 over the death of your closest friend, cardinal dussolier.
你打算跟我说什么 教宗大人 What did you want to talk to me about, holy father?
我们哪里做错了 What are we doing wrong?
很简单 Oh, it's very simple.
我们没能沿用永恒不变的的办事原则 We've failed to follow the eternal, unchanging principle
软硬兼施 of the carrot and the stick.
软硬兼施 The carrot and the stick.
我们只懂施大棒却忘了给甜头 We brought the stick but forgot the carrot.
这个甜头是指什么 What do you mean by carrot?
一种开放的姿态 An opening.
这个开放你指什么 What do you mean by an opening?
一场关于爱的演说 一次教区巡游 A speech about love and a pastoral voyage.
我不喜欢旅行 这你是知道的 I don't like to travel and you know perfectly well
我也不喜欢出现在公众面前 that I don't like to be seen.
我可没说过你得在公众前露面 I never said that you have to let yourself be seen.
至于旅行 所有不喜欢旅行的人 As for traveling: Everyone dislikes traveling
在真正的进行了旅行之后 until they actually go on a trip.
都喜欢上了它 不是吗 Then they like it, don't they?
你想把我拖到哪去 Where are you thinking of dragging me?
非洲 To Africa.
庆祝安东尼娅修女建成第一座行善村 To celebrate the thirtieth anniversary of the foundation
30周年庆典 of sister antonia's first village of goodness.
250座行善村中的第一座 The first of the 250 villages of goodness.
最宽广无私的跨国界慈善行为 The largest multinational of charity.
安东尼娅修女这些天里平均每天给我的办公室致电十四次 Sister antonia calls my office an average of fourteen times a day
只为复表她对您的盛情邀请 to repeat her invitation.
要是能为您接风 She'd gladly saw off one
她连胳膊都愿意锯掉 圣父大人 of her arms to get you to come. Holly father.
让她锯了吧 Well, you just tell her to get to sawing,
锯完我就去了 and then I'll be around sooner or later.
所以你的意思是 So what do you say?
我并不对安东尼娅修女感兴趣 此外 I'm not particularly fond of sister antonia and what's more,
有几位主教和我讲过 several cardinals have told me
她和口臭问题关系密切 she has a close and friendly relationship with halitosis.
不 No.
我不觉得参加这个庆典是个能解决 This doesn't strike me as the right idea
我们所处困境的好主意 to settle the problems we have.
如你所愿吧 圣父 As you wish, holy father.
我现在真正想做的是回到罗马 What I really wish is to go back to Rome.
我不是一个能沉浸于安逸的假期生活的人 I'm not a man who's comfortable on vacation.
所有的智者都会在空闲的时光里感到不自在 All intelligent men are uncomfortable on vacation.
顺带一提 有个消息可能会使你开心起来 By the way, something that may possibly cheer you up:
埃尔摩尔·科恩 你最喜欢的作家 正在罗马度假 Elmore coen, your favorite author, is on vacation in Rome.
他在一次媒体采访里表述过 He stated in an interview
他想和你见面的意愿 with the press that he'd like to meet you.
这你会感兴趣吧 Might that be of interest to you?
我一直都想和埃尔摩尔·科恩见见面 I've always wanted to meet elmore coen.
梵 蒂 冈
玩轮滑的孩子们 What became...
到哪去了 Of the roller-skating children?
我喜欢你所有的作品 科恩先生 I've loved all your books, Mr. Coen.
能见到你是我极大的荣幸 It's an immense honor for me to meet you.
言重了 圣座 Let's not get ahead of ourselves, your holiness.
无论如何 您可是教宗啊 After all, you're the pope.
我也听说了你想见我 I had heard that you wanted to meet me too.
我怎会不想呢 How could I not?!
您可是这世纪前几十年 You are the most mysterious man
最神秘莫测的人了 of these first few decades of the century.
哪有不想见您的作家呢 What writer wouldn't want to meet you?
你们作家都是如此痴迷于谜团啊 You writers are all so obsessed with mystery.
您身为神父 我们两个不要这样玩笑了 You men of the cloth. Don't kid around, either.
作家和神父在这点上是相同的 Writers and men of the cloth are the same in that way.
他们不能将自身的谜团揭开 They can't afford to solve the mystery,
因为一旦不再神秘 他们就变得落伍过时 because the next day they'd become irrelevant.
写作是我认识到的一种 Writing is the one way I've found
能掩饰住自己的愚昧无知的方式 of concealing my boundless ignorance.
实际上就是个骗局 It's a fraud, really,
以写作来获得世界认可 the way of gaining acceptance from the world
尤其是得到女人的认可 and especially from women,
那才是我的主要目的 who are my one and only real interest.
请原谅我 我这样讲很不合适 Oh, forgive me, I've been inappropriate.
完全没有 Not at all.
外行总是觉得我们神父会因为一些 Laymen always think we priests are scandalized
鸡毛蒜皮的小事就被冒犯 by even the slightest things,
但事实与此恰恰相反 whereas the truth is the exact opposite.
我们从不会觉得被冒犯了 We are never scandalized,
没有任何职业会像我们这样 no profession has to deal
一直和罪过打交道 with sin on such a continual basis as ours.
忏悔室就相当于我们的手术室 The confessional is our operating room.
就像医生不再惧怕血一样 Just as surgeons have no fear of blood,
我们神父也不再对丑恶和罪行感到不堪入目 so we priests are no longer afraid of scandal and sin.
那你是如何在没有女人陪伴的情况下活到现在的 So how do you survive without women?
很容易回答 An easy answer.
愚蠢的人偷偷和女人缠绵 The foolish ones go with women on the sly.
而智者则在很久以前就深知 在我们的社会里 The wise ones long ago understood the degree to which sex,
性作为一种寻欢作乐的方式被过分高估了 as a source of pleasure, has overvalued in our society.
圣座 您三言两语就将我四分之三的文学创作 Your holiness, with a few words you have just razed to the ground
贬得一文不值了 three quarters of my literary production.
我总是将性 I've almost always written about sex
比为驱动着世界的马达 as the motor that drives the world.
你是对的 但你所描写的不是轰轰作响的马达 And you were right. But you don't write about motors that purr,
而是不停出故障的那些 you write about motors that break down continuously.
诺贝尔组委会在二十年前 And they should have given
就该就此事为你颁奖 you a nobel prize for it, 20 years ago.
那倒是 Ah, it's true.
不幸的是 他们总是喜欢 Unfortunately, they've gotten into the habit
把奖颁给不想获奖的人 of giving it only to those who don't want it.
圣座 您有过女朋友吗 Have you ever had a girlfriend, your holiness?
当然 Certainly!
我只交往过一个 但她的一切都历历在目 I've only have had one and I remember everything about her.
而你 科恩先生 也许有过无数段恋情 Whereas you, Mr. Coen, have probably had thousands
想必也都记不得了吧 and don't remember a thing about them.
我只能记得一些充满堕落情欲的片段 I only remember certain perverse and lustful details.
如果你想起的是这些 If you remember those,
可能是因为我们一直在谈论 that's probably because we're continuing lecturing you
记起这些事情的错误性 about how wrong it is to remember them.
你感觉怎么样 How do you feel?
不舒服 Sick.
医生说我的身体出了问题 They've found something wrong with me,
但他们也不清楚 but they're not sure what it is.
也许是上帝附体了 Perhaps God has entered you.
更有可能是撒旦 The more than likely it's the devil.
你准备辞职吗 Are you going to resign?
不 我不会 No, I'm not going to resign.
辞职只会让我感觉更糟 That only makes me feel worse.
你无论如何也不会成为教宗的 迈克尔 接受吧 You're never going to be pope, Michael. Get used to it.
我才是教宗 到死都是 I'm the pope and I'm going to remain pope until the day I die.
因为我想知道这一切的结局 Because I'm curious to see how it all turns out.
你不信仰上帝 You don't believe in God.
-你说什么 -我说你不信仰上帝 -What did you say? -I said you don't believe in God.
我也曾经历过五十岁 I was fifty years old myself once, you know?
遭遇了我自己的信仰危机 I had my own crisis of faith.
像所有神职人员一样 Like all priests.
第二召唤更具挑战性 The second calling is more challenging,
并且更使人忧虑 and more fraught than the first.
你无需再面对青春的狂热 You no longer have to deal with the enthusiastic of youth,
而是要挣扎于突降的清醒 now you must grapple with disenchantment
为理智的局限所困 and the limitations of the rational.
虽然你不信仰上帝 但也不用为此忧虑 You don't believe in God but that shouldn't upset you.
即使你是教宗 Even though you're a pope.
依旧存在另一种途径让你 There's still another path that'll allow you
找到你在寻找的人和事 to find the people and things you are looking for,
♪Going backwards to recover which was left behind -Christina Vantzou♪
只是你现在看不见罢了 even if you can't see it now...
你现在能看到的只有 Because all you can see before you now
迷惑与黑暗 are your own doubts and the darkness.
请告诉我这另一条路 求你了 Please, show me this other path, I beg you.
如果我告诉了你 那么一切就都结束了 If I show it to you, then the adventure is over.
难道你不知道吗 莱尼 Don't you see, Lenny?
你的生活 你的教宗职位是一段难忘的奇遇 Your life, your papacy, is an unforgettable adventure?
你真的是我精神上的父亲 You truly are my spiritual father,
是一位真正优秀的神父 the best a priest could hope to have.
迈克尔 我该如何拯救教会的命运 Michael, what must I do to restore the church's fate?
去威尼斯 埋葬两个空的棺材 Go to venice and bury two empty coffins.
荣耀归于圣父 圣子和圣灵 Gloria patri et filio et spiritui sancto,
主啊 赐他们永恒的安息 requiem aeternam dona eis, domine,
安息吧 requiescant in pace.
上帝与你同在 愿耶和华赐福的名字 Dominus vobiscum, sit nomen domini benedictum.
得到我们的帮助 Adiutorium nostrum in nomine domini.
上帝保佑你 Benedicat vos ompipotens deus:
圣父 圣子 圣灵 Pater, et filius, et spiritus sanctus.
说一件事 Now...
下个星期天 Next Sunday...
我们不能见到对方了 我亲爱的忠诚的信徒们 We won't see each other, my dear, devoted faithful.
我要开启一场旅程 I have to take a trip.
我已经决定去非洲 I've decided to visit Africa.
为了庆祝修女安东尼娅 To celebrate the thirtieth anniversary
成立第一慈善村 of the foundation of sister antonia's
三十周年纪念 first village of goodness.
我知道 你们想要他出来 而不是我 I know! I know you wanted him, not me.
-他什么时候出来-我现在就告诉你们 -When will he come out? -I'll tell you right away,
这样你们就不用费心了 他不会出来了 so you can get it out of your mind: He's not coming out.
这是什么意思 什么叫他不出来了 What does that mean: He's not coming out?
如果这样 为什么我们还这么麻烦地 In that case, why are we bothering to all travel together
-跟他坐一个航班-为了更近距离地感受他 -on the same flight? -To feel he's closer.
苏菲 你明知道我们 Sofie, you know perfectly
不会相信你鬼扯的话 well that this bullshit won't sell anymore.
先生们 我还能说什么 他不会出来的 Boys, what can I tell you? He's not coming out.
这就是官方的说辞 除此以外 我不能说 That's the official version. Then, I, I couldn't say...
一切都有可能发生 Anything could happen,
庇护十三最是难以预料 one thing pius xiii certainly doesn't lack is unpredictability.
这段旅程 两个小时就定了下来 Take this trip... in two hours he told us: We're going.
我们简直是用光速落实了这一切 And we put the whole thing together at the speed of light.
但我准备问他一个非常重要的问题 But I'm going to ask him a really important question.
-现在不可以 不行-但他为什么不出来 -Not right now, you're not. -But why won't he come out?
-他在做什么-他在祷告 -What is he doing? -He's praying.
我们也在祷告 祷告他会出来和我们讲话 And we're praying, too: That he'll talk to us.
为此我们都已经祷告数月了 We have been praying for months now.
所以他在祷告什么 So what prayer is he praying?
亲爱的 我怎么可能知道他在想什么 My dear boy, I still can't read the holy father's mind.
噢 看来他没有大声祷告 Well, he's not praying aloud.
对这位教宗来说这也算稀奇了 With this pope, that constitutes news.
我有一个重要的问题想要问他 I have an important question to ask him.
我明白你的意思 詹妮弗 但他不会出来 I understand, Jennifer, but he's not coming out.
阿巴迪王子已经为教宗大人的演讲 Prince abadi has prepared the stadium
准备好了会场 教宗大人会去吗 for the pope's public speech. Will he go?
他会允许自己首次在公众面前露面吗 Will he allow himself to be seen in public for the first time?
他说他会的 如有任何变动 我随时通知您 好吗 He said he will. In any case, I'll keep you informed. Ok?
苏菲 我什么时候才能问问题 Sofie, when am I'm gonna be able to ask my question?
我不知道 詹妮弗 I don't know, Jennifer.
教宗大人 据可靠消息科特威尔调查活动 Holy father, reliable sources say that the kurtwell investigation
现处于停滞状态 is at a standstill.
他们说您派出了一位对此毫无经验的新手 They say that you've sent a man with no experience
调查此事 to conduct that investigation
是因为你根本不想彻查此事 because you don't actually want to investigate.
而背后有着一个再明显不过的原因 And there's a very specific reason for that:
科特威尔在威胁您 Kurtwell is blackmailing you.
这是真的吗 教宗大人 Is that true, holy father?
科特威尔有您什么把柄呢 And what is kurtwell blackmailing you about?
有什么是他知道而我们不知道的 What does kurtwell know about you that we don't?
站住别动 大家都不要动 就待在那里别动 Stay where you are! Nobody move! Stay where you are!
站着别动 就呆在那 大家都不要动 Stay where you are! Stay where you are! Nobody move!
待在那里不要动 不要动 Stay where you are! Don't move!
不要动 待在那里不要动 Don't move! Stay where you are!
主教大人 这么多年以后还能再一睹尊荣真是我的荣幸 Eminence, what a pleasure to see you after all these years.
我更为荣幸 安东尼娅嬷嬷 教宗大人呢 The pleasure is all mine, mother antonia. The holy father?
只要你把手机交出来 他马上就出来 He'll get out as soon as you hand over your phone.
您是在说笑吗 主教大人 我只想要一张教宗大人的照片 Are you joking, eminence? I want a picture with the pope.
我们不是在开玩笑 这里不准有任何教宗大人的照片 We're not joking, and there won't be any picture with the pope.
-所以我们该怎么办 -你真的以为我如此大费周章 -So what shall we do? -Do you think I went to all this trouble
竟然得不到教宗大人的一张照片吗 to not even get a picture with the pope?
这是不可能的 It's out of the question.
嬷嬷 教宗大人在车中等候您 Mother, the holy father is waiting there in the car.
这不公平 这是不平等的对待 This isn't fair, and it's not equal treatment.
您觉得期望会得到与教宗同等的对待是可能的吗 Is it plausible to expect equal treatment with the pope?
我不喜欢庇护十三世的态度 我对教堂付出如此之多 I don't like the attitude of pius xiii toward a woman like me
换来的竟是他的冷眼相对 who's given so much to the church.
嬷嬷 不要忘了相互作用法则 Mother, don't forget the law of reciprocity.
教宗大人或许也不喜欢您的态度 The holy father might dislike your attitude too.
现在请试着去展望一下未来 Now try to make a small effort of peering into the future.
想想谁在这次角逐之中会惨败 Who would have the worst of it in this contest?
我有着遍布世界各地的有权势的慈善家朋友们 I have influential philanthropist friends all over the world.
而教宗甚至连一个朋友都没有 While the pope doesn't even have one friend.
但是他却只需要花上二十分钟 And yet it would take him just 20 minutes
就可以出于好意关闭这二百五十个村庄 to shut down all 250 villages of goodness.
并且相信我 我已经开始很了解他了 And believe me, I've come to know him very well.
如果他想 他就会这么做 If he wants to do it, he'll do it.
现在听话 交出你的手机 Now be a good girl and give me your phone.
还有一件事 And one more thing.
这有一件来自教宗大人的礼物 A little gift from the pope.
拿一个 Take one.
等等 不 最好拿两个 Wait. No. Better take two.
走吧 Let's go!
这是我们的教堂 This is our church.
在它旁边的是宿舍 Next to it is the dormitory,
医疗保健诊所 the health care clinic,
牙医诊所 小学 the dental clinic, the elementary school,
教理学校 the catechism school,
餐厅 还有行政办公室 the cafeteria, and the administrative offices.
好了 好了 Enough, enough.
够了 够了 Enough, enough.
够了 Enough.
好了 好了 Enough, enough.
够了 Enough.
我告诉过你多少次 Ni mara ngapi Mimi aliiambia!
非饮用水不利于健康 Huna kutumia maji, siyo nzuri kwa ajili ya afya!
不是所有熠熠发光的都是金子 Not all that glitters is gold.
水是危险的 That water is dangerous.
水能导致氟中毒 贫血 It can cause fluorosis, anemia,
关节疼痛 牙科疾病 以及肾功能衰竭 joint pains, dental disease, and kidney failure.
长久以来折磨着这个地区的主要问题是 The main problem afflicting this area has to do with
缺少一个安全 干净的水源 a supply of safe, clean drinking water.
我们的捐助者为我们送来了大量干净的饮用水 Our benefactors send us huge quantities of clean water,
但是官僚机构 那些士兵 but the bureaucracy, the soldiers,
还有黑帮 非法劫走了那些水 and the gangs hijack it illegally,
并据为己有 and keep it for themselves.
这是由荷兰公司设计并捐赠给我们的 This is a very ingenious system designed by a Dutch company,
一个精巧的系统 which donated it to us.
水蒸汽在玻璃容器上遇冷凝结 水滴滴入容器中 The water condenses on the glass and then drips into containers.
曾经有几次 There are times when we manage to collect
我们在一天内收集到了三升水 as much as three liters a day.
-圣座 您需要喝点水吗 -不用了 -Would you like some water to drink, your holiness? -No thanks.
神父 宽恕我的罪孽吧 Forgive me, father, for I have sinned.
我接见了那个出名的美国作家 I met this famous American author.
真是个魔鬼 What a tempter!
他说对于女性 只记得那些 He said he remembered only the perverse
堕落而下流的事情 and lustful details of women.
现在我无所适从 Now I can't seem to do anything but remember my own
只能不断回想着自己那种天性的零星片段 very few details of that nature.
你也许要问我是什么事 You might say to me: Which ones?
在加利福利亚 我在沙滩上遇见了一个女孩 When I met that girl in California on the beach,
那是三十多年前了 more than thirty years ago.
她告诉我 She told me:
你可以摸我的腿 "You can touch my legs".
那种欲望越来越强烈而危险 It's become an obsessive, very unhealthy thought.
尽管那是善意的 Also, even though it was in good faith,
我甚至没有意识到 I never even realized I was doing it,
我一定是对挨丝特 I must have sinned with Esther,
皮特和小皮尔斯犯下了罪过 Peter, and little pius.
他们一声不吭就离开了梵蒂冈 They left the Vatican, without saying goodbye to me.
就这样消失了 Just vanished.
现在我彻夜难眠 Now I can't seem to sleep at night,
我一直在想他们落下的那张照片 because I'm thinking about the photo that they left behind,
一张我以为对他们很重要的照片 a photo I thought mattered to them:
我抱着小皮尔斯 A photo of me holding little pius in my arms.
每到这种时候 At times like this,
我都会感到羞愧 I feel guilty, because I
我应该多想想我唯一真正的朋友 should be thinking about my only true friend:
安德鲁·杜索里埃 Andrew Dussolier...
他因我而死 Dead because of me,
但我却不再对他感到愧疚 and yet I've already stopped feeling guilty about it.
这庞大的负担因为那一点点的愧疚而烟消云散 This enormous burden swept away by a tiny morsel of guilt.
人类灵魂是多么耐人寻味啊 神父 不是吗 How strange the human soul can be, isn't that true, father?
最后 神父 就是这个世界 Finally, father, the world!
遗憾 怜悯 Pity, compassion...
宽恕 Forgiveness...
世界上的人认为我丧失了基督教的美德 All this Christian virtues the world no longer attributes to me.
他们是对的吗 Can they be right?
我残忍吗 Am I cruel?
我所做的一切 都是出于我对上帝的爱 All I know is everything I do, I do for the love of God.
我说完了 And that's all.
这就是我的忏悔 神父 My penitence, father?
您会说英语吗 Do you speak English?
你之前怎么不告诉我 You couldn't have told me before?
你让我像个傻瓜一样喋喋不休了 You've just letting me rattle on like an idiot
整整十分钟 for the past ten minutes!
安东尼娅修女把水藏起来了 "Sister antonia hides the water."
她利用这个来控制病人和修女 And she uses it to control the sick and the nuns.
作为交换几杯水的条件 她要求我们满足她的癖好 In exchange for a few glasses of water she demands favors,
所有下流的行为和污秽我都无法复述 obscene acts, and filth I could never repeat.
圣父大人 求求你 只有你能帮我们 "I beg you, please, father, only you can help us."
你们大家拿去喝这一杯我的血 Accipite et bibite ex eo omnes.
新而永久的盟约之血 Haec quotiescumque feceritis, in Mei memoriam facietis.
选自天主教弥撒 成圣血经
圣父 我得告诉您一个消息 I have to tell you something, holy father.
主教 我不想再听到坏消息了 Your eminence, I don't wanna hear any more bad news.
说出来您也许不信 You might not believe it,
但是我第一次给您带来了好消息 but for the first time I have a piece of good news to give you.
那就说说看吧 Let's hear it, then.
事实上 您所宣布的第一次教务访问 The simple fact that you have announced your first pastoral visit
以及您第一次在公众面前亮相的景象 and the prospect of your first public appearance
已经使申请参加您下一次在圣彼得堡弥撒 have resulted in a 12% increase in the number of requests
的人数增加了百分之十二 to take part in your next mass at St. Peter's.
这种病态的好奇心正是由缺席引发的 The morbid curiosity prompted by absence.
主教 作为孤儿 我很理解这种心理 Your eminence, as an orphan, I'm very familiar with this.
圣父 这是您第一次来非洲吗 Holy father, will you appear here, in Africa, for the first time?
你曾经问过我我究竟是谁 You once asked me who I really am.
-你还记得吗 -当然 -Do you remember that? -Certainly.
我只是一个普通人 I'm just a man.
-这就是我的答案 -别开玩笑了 -That's the answer. -That's not all.
圣座 您代表着教会 Your holiness, you are the church.
多么美好 How wonderful!
无法想象这儿怎么还会有人 And to think that there are still people who believe
不相信上帝的存在 that God doesn't exist.
飞机上的那个美国记者是什么来头 What was that American journalist on the plane referring to?
哦 他大概是那些诽谤者之一吧 Oh, probably just one of the many slanders
只是为了见见圣父 making the rounds about the holy father.
科特威尔和贝尔纳多相识 Kurtwell and belardo know each other
因为他们都在纽约工作 仅此而已 because they both worked in New York, and that's all.
我 Oh I...
-原谅我的失礼 -不 别这样说 -Forgive me. -No.
事实上 这个国家的内战 The civil war in this country,
从未停止过 practically speaking, has never stopped.
统计死亡人数更是难上加难 It's hard to even come up with an estimate of the number of dead.
教宗大人的到来意义非凡 The arrival of the holy father has been particularly useful
至少让双方暂时停战 because it at least forced the sides to call a truce.
我担心的是 My fear is that, as soon
圣座一旦离开这儿 as his holiness leaves this land of ours,
战争地带又会彼此残杀 the warring bands will go back to slaughtering each other
就像从前那样 just like before.
阿巴迪王子是个好人 Prince abadi is a good man.
他是一个伟大的慈善家 对我们很慷慨 He's a great philanthropist, generous with us,
他尽了全力去阻止暴力 and he does what he can to halt the violence,
在没有国际救援的情况下 这项任务可是非常艰巨的 but without international aid the task is daunting.
我会表达地更准确一些 安东尼娅嬷嬷 I'd use my words with care, mother antonia.
联合国声称阿巴迪是一个残忍的折磨者和老式的独裁者 The u.N. Denounces abadi
并因此声讨他 as a ferocious torturer and old-school dictator,
这就没有国际援助的原因 that's why there has been no international aid.
主教阁下 我在这个地方待了许多年 Your eminence, I've been in this place for many years.
阿巴迪王子是一个好人 Prince abadi is a good man.
联合国同样也在这儿待了有些日子了 The united nations has been in this place for some time, too.
阿巴迪王子是一个好人 Prince abadi is a good man.
问题就在于 The question here is: What
什么才是一个所谓的好人 exactly does it mean to be a good person?
以你为例吧 Let's take you for instance
安东尼娅嬷嬷 你是个好人么 sister antonia: Are you a good person?
-我认为我是的 -不用回答那么快 -I believe I am. -Don't be in such a hurry.
想清楚再说 Think carefully.
我尽力依照基督的价值观生活 I try to live in accordance with Christian values.
哪一条 Which ones?
你可以用基督的价值观去做任何事 You can use Christian values for all kinds of purposes.
一个真正的好人是要将自己放在最后一位 A good person is somebody who puts himself last,
放弃自己的欲望和需求 who renounces his own temptations and needs,
只为满足别人而工作 working only for the interests of others.
现在想清楚然后 真诚地作答 Now think carefully and answer sincerely,
因为我无法容忍你哪怕只说了一点点的谎话 because I won't put up with even the tiniest lie from you:
你是个好人么 Are you a good person?
看来关于我来这儿拜访你的目的 There seems to be a some kind of misunderstanding
有一些误会 concerning the meaning of my visit here to you.
你以为我是给你带来荣誉的 You think I'm here to honor you.
事实上 我是来摸清楚你的诱惑到底是什么 In fact, I'm here to ascertain your temptations.
治治你自己吧 安东尼娅嬷嬷 Heal yourself, sister antonia.
口臭是因为灵魂的扭曲 Halitosis is a deformation of the soul.
或许是水的问题 Water problem.
女士们 先生们 这就是神圣的庇护十三世 Ladies and gentlemen, his holiness pius xiii.
天主教教宗 This is the vicar of Christ,
庇护十三世 正在和你们说话 pope pius xiii, speaking to you now.
兄弟姐妹们 我想把事情完完全全地和你们说清楚 Brothers and sisters, I want to be perfectly clear with you.
我拜访了你们的国家 I have visited your country and I have seen dead bodies
见到了横尸遍野的景象 lying on the ground,
饥饿 鲜血 干渴 以及贫穷 hunger, blood, thirst, and poverty.
这些全部都是蹂躏了你们土地十二年的 All these things are the offspring of the war and violence
战争以及暴力所留下的产物 that has clutched your land for twelve years now.
我不想说这是谁的罪责 I won't say the names of those who are guilty in this.
因为实在是太多了 There are too many of them.
我们都应该感到愧疚 We are all guilty.
我们都应该因为战争和死亡感到愧疚 We are all guilty of war and death.
永远 Always.
同样的 我们也对和平感到愧疚 In the same way, we can all be guilty of peace.
永远 Always.
我跪着请求你们 I ask this of you on bended knee.
我准备好为你们而死 I am ready to die for you,
只要你们会因为和平而羞愧 if only you will become guilty of peace.
我总是对那些 I always say to the
从世界各地给我写信的孩子们说 children who write me from all over the world:
想一想所有你喜欢的事情 Think about all the things you like.
那就是上帝 That is God.
孩子们喜欢所有的事情 Children like all sorts of things,
但是没有一个说他们喜欢战争 but none of them has ever written that what they like is war.
现在看看你们身边的人 Now look at whoever is next to you.
♪Halo -Lotte Kestner♪
看着他们眼睛里的愉快并且铭记于心 Look at them with eyes of joy and remember
圣奥古斯丁所说的 what St. Augustine said:
你若寻求他 他必使你寻见 "If you want to see God, you have the means to do it."
主就是爱 "God is love."
另一方面 I, on the other hand,
我不会和你们谈论主 除非和平降临 won't speak to you about God until there is peace.
因为主就是和平 Because God is peace.
和平也就是主 And peace is God.
让我看到和平 Give me peace,
我就会把主带给你们 and I'll give you God.
你们不知道和平有多么的美妙 You don't know how wonderful peace is.
你们不知道和平有多么的令人惊惶 You have no idea how disconcerting peace can be.
不过我知道 But I know.
因为在我八岁那年 Because I saw it when I was eight years old
曾在科罗拉多河岸见到了和平 on the banks of a river in Colorado... peace.
真是太美了 It was beautiful.
是 我知道 Yeah, I know.
那些舞者跳的不错 Those dancers gave a wonderful performance.
不是的 圣父 我说的是您的演讲 No, holy father, I'm talking about your speech.
那真是太美了 It was beautiful.
圣父 罗马的天气状况非常恶劣 Holy father, weather conditions in Rome are critical.
我们即将在那不勒斯降落 We're going to have to land in naples.
我永远不都不敢反驳你 I would never dare to contradict you.
那就降落在那不勒斯吧 Naples it is.
-我能碰一下么 -不行 -May I touch? -No!
在下一个加油站停车 I need to stop at the next gas station.
好的 圣座 Certainly, your holiness.
♪Going backwards to recover which was left behind -Christina Vantzou♪
♪Levo -Recondite♪
主啊 O lord...
让我们彼此注视吧 Let us look each other right in the eyes,
我们不能再推迟此事了 we can no longer put off this matter.
我们现在得说说安东尼娅嬷嬷的事了 We now need to speak about sister antonia.
尊敬的圣母 Blessed virgin!
玛利亚 Maria...
玛利亚 Maria.